Happy New Year's Eve, everyone!
Here we are on the last day of 2013. WOW this has been a crazy year. I wrote a little bit about my first year of camming in my last few posts and I hope you guys can see why I am so excited about this.
So January! the 15th is my official 1 year camiversery and you guys have made the experience so far an amazing one! Then we have my first convention in Vegas that weekend. I have huge plans for this month but the main one that will dominate our goals is to make it to the top #50 on Miss MFC.
I have no idea how many tokens we'll need or how many hours I'm going to have to be on but I am prepared for the most extreme! My original plan was to go for top 150 but I'm thinking if we are going to do this, let's do it right.
Dream big, bitches!
Tonight I will be hosting a cam-a-thon of sorts and we will do our own count down to midnight (MFC time) at 12 am PST. And tomorrow, we'll start all over again!
Don't forget to buy your own set of my custom playing cards! I will be selling a limited number for 777tkns and a few will be raffled off so once midnight hits, get em while they're available! These will ONLY be available during the month of January and only in limited quantities.
Also, I have a huge stock pile of brand new videos! You can check them out tomorrow on my profile.
Don't forget to become a duke or a knight! Dukes tip 1000 tokens in a single tip to get their name on my profile and other special goodies. Knights are protectors of the realm while I am away and are my 5 highest cumulative offline tippers.
I can't say thank you enough for all of your support! Thank you thank you thank you! Now, let's get it!
So I found Eva Lee. There is a sorta funny part of that part of my story that I forgot to point out. I said I was a guest. After sitting in her room, overwhelmed by the happiness that is Eva, for about twenty minutes, I worked up the nerve to say hello.
I typed "hello" as lame guests do and this error message popped up that I quickly ignored. I waited a few minutes and no one responded so I typed something along the lines of "I really like your hair" like lame guests do. Again, ignore error, again, nothing. I can't really explain the nervousness at this point. I'm sure many have experienced it on their first day on MFC. As a guest. Who everyone is ignoring.
So I thought maybe they didn't see my message cos it was too short. Or maybe they hated me... either way, I was practically sweating. I thought, she seems nice, maybe she wants to help a sister out and finally typed something like "Hey, you look really great. I'm a model too, what kind of camera do you use?"
This time I read the error message. "Guests have been temporarily muted by the model. Please sign up for a free account, asshole." My palms started sweating and getting sore. I thought maybe she had seen my message and had chosen to ignore it. You cannot NOT communicate, right? So I signed up for the free basic account as PrincessZoe2 and again tried to ask the pretty girl with red hair about her camera. This time all I got was "Basics have been temporarily muted... give us 20 bucks or fuck off."
So this irritated me and I gave up.
I know it is common for people to reflect on what they are happy about around the holidays and they go all ooy gooy about this and that... but at risk of being totally cliche, I just want to say Thank You!
Last November I decided to be a cam model.
I wasn't desperate for money. I wasn't in need of attention. I was curious. I'm an explorer and I like asking questions. It started out sort of like a research project and a test of my sexuality. I like to think of myself as a fairly open minded person and at the time, I was sort of wondering about my definitions of sexuality. I knew I was offended by porn but I didn't really know why. Was it because society taught me as a woman to find male sexuality vile and dirty? Or was it simply a preference, a choice I had made on my own, social bias aside?
That adventure is a whole different post but let's stick to the curiosity theme here. I was listening to Howard Stern's talk radio show and he was interviewing a girl who fucked herself in front of a webcam for money.
Up to this point, I had never heard of such a thing. So, I'm not big into porn. But I am into figuring things out. And to be honest, the exhibitionist aspect gets me excited. (Getting gang fucked by strong men with competition winning sized penises DOES NOT) This particular interviewee on Howard's show had her experience in porn and so I assumed this was some thing porn stars did on the side and didn't really think it was something "normal" girls did. And I didn't think too much about it for a while.
